Irony and it is. Seriously

I have tried to put all the courage to start blogging bout this. HAAHA. finally ive found one. I just lost my precious blackberry Torch  last 2days. on Monday. I dont even wanna remember that coz each time i did. I cant stop the tears.

Sickening as it is..
Heartbreaking as It did...
Tears every night..
Every single concern touches me..

Now, i dont even carry my handphone. its not that i dont have one, just i felt so .....sad.

Life move on so did I. :) kannn. let the bygone be by gone.

Mom dont let me buy new phone here. okay. thats mean i have to wait. and the best part i have to work on my ass AGAIN  to gain money. :( bloody hell~

i have plenty hell of ideas of what to spend and buy if i worked this time AND this happening  ruin everything...


YOU can say that its God willingl and just go DEAL with it .~ Hey i know that, raised with that paradigm all the time baby, but Lets JUST put YOU in my shoes. Will you? Have a guest how gaunter i get. 

Korang boleh kata apa aku merepek BI nie kann, tapi just selesa nk ckp dalam english, formal. Sounds formal . kot

YES that Blackberry is a precious thing that ive ever bought. Im glad i have him all this time, Bubye Baby Pumpkin, im here to say farewell.

                                              
                                  LAST raya. its not even a year. so long ~T.T